Have you experienced any shortness of breath?
No, while thinking sure
Every time a beautiful woman looks in my general direction
I’ve had my breath taken away enough
Enough to keep life interesting
I’ll take that as a no, he says
After my recitation of the home gym, walks and bike rides
Now I wonder
My fingertips seemed colder in those new gloves last winter
Was that a sign
Perhaps
Maybe there’s a bunch of shit I can blame on the faulty pump
Post op, that is
After that waking up moment
Through queasy fog
Time splinters rustling like wind chimes
Into the coming to in recovery
Where you realize you have more lines running into
And out of your body than there are lines on a gaff-rigged schooner
Pain, an explosion swaddled for now by morphine
Or something
But there
There, coiled like some viper biding their time
In the center of your chest
Through the haze you realize the battle has begun
So you deploy relentless optimism
Against enervated ennui
Every kind of discomfort imaginable
Until it gets better
Which it will and does
In time
David Trudel © 2013